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" i woke up as the song was building, and so was my adreneline for the day. it pushed me out of slumber. good morning ceiling fan and to my walls."
Char and Meredith of Soft Blue Shimmer, along with producer Corey Coffman, join Weajue for a conversation about “They Will Leave Us With Nothing.” It’s a record about capitalism, bodily grief, and what we pass between us when the system leaves us with nothing. This three-sided emotional triangle made it one of the hardest albums Corey has ever produced. Recorded at Taylor Creek Park in Toronto.
“They Will Leave Us With Nothing” is Soft Blue Shimmer’s third album, and it’s the first time they’ve stepped back far enough to name what’s been breaking their bodies. From my first encounter with them through Heaven Inches Away in 2020, they’ve been writing about depression, loneliness, grief, bodily feelings so close they couldn’t see past them. But this album marks a shift- Meredith wrote the title from lyrics in another song, “Soonby,” and suddenly they could see it: we’re suffering from because of capitalism and systems bent against us.
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I’ve been thinking a lot about my parents lately as I’ve noticed them ageing. As a result, within myself I feel a tensing arithmetic of sacrifice that looms. Like my life was supposed to add up to something to make it worth it for them. And when I think about the lineage of those who paved for me to get here, and the unknowable names of people who came and went, it feels like many of us got the short end of the capitalist stick.
And that’s what They Will Leave Is With Nothing, left me with. I think beyond the weight of carrying your own name, your own singular point of view, if we’re lucky enough, we can look out and see the patterns in the lives of everyone else around us. All the earth groans from it’s weight. For the conversation, I was also joined by producer Corey Coffman who has been with Soft Blue Shimmer since before they had a name. He may be more of an invisible force weaving below the record, but his hand played in sync with that of Char and Meredith’s.
We recorded this conversation at Taylor Creek Park, which is one of main ravines that cuts through Toronto where I often hide and dance in the trees. That morning, the creek was still moving, the trees dying but not bare. It was a late-September in Toronto, that strange in-between where fall hasn’t fully arrived but summer is already gone.
I hope you listen and enjoy whatever small something this brings to your life. As always, be well and see you next week 🙂
We sat down with Willow Brazuk and JR back when the sun was still around at New Friends Fest in Toronto
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Char and Meredith of Soft Blue Shimmer, along with producer Corey Coffman, join Weajue for a conversation about They Will Leave Us With Nothing. Press play and enter the Soft Blue Shimmer
Allegra Krieger joins Weajue talking about her album Art of the Unseen Infinity Machine—a record that grapples with impermanence, and the liminal spaces of existence.
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On this episode of Absent Sounds, Weajue caught John Roseboro to talk through his album Fools. Each track feels like a meditation on love, faith, and the strange arithmetic of becoming.
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Bloom Effect's oscilón has been part of that unwinding: a record that carries you out of the tangled noise and into something expansive, cosmic, and bright.
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Earlier this summer, we sat down with Benjamin Hackman and Luke Sargent to rediscover the album and documentary- The Love Songs of Oedipus Rex (2018)
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Earlier this year, Weajue sat down with Jacob Cherwick to talk about Old (2025).
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On today's episode Weajue catches Gingerbee after their set at New Friends Fest, diving into their latest EP.
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On today's episode of Absent Sounds, we're featuring an interview with Toronto-based artist Moshe Fisher-Rozenberg the mind behind Memory Pearl.
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Weajue and Avery dive into her debut record, New Thing. Hard to believe this is where the story begins, and even more excited to see where the next chapter leads.
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Weadee chats with Baltimore-based band Tomato Flower, to talk about the everchanging architecture of their songwriting in their latest album.
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In this episode of Absent Sounds, Weadee chats with Conjure Hand, the Victoria-based band behind the captivating album Spellbound Blues.
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Weajue joins (Kier, Piper, Chris, and Spencer) in Montreal for a special episode.
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Getting lost in the chaotic world of 'Thunder Perfect Mind' with the band.
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Jordan Klassen discusses his latest album 'Tell Me What To Do' and the creative process behind it.
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Explore the musical journey of Tanukichan in this exclusive interview.
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Weadee chats with Paul Wright about their latest album 'Softly Softly', exploring themes of love, memory, and change in this autumn-inspired record.
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Together we talk moving through grief with her latest album 'See You At The Maypole'
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Exploring the reunion and legacy of Algernon Cadwallader in the emo revival scene.
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Miami's Las Nubes discuss their latest album 'SMVT', their DIY roots, and creating music that reflects their multicultural identity.
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We talk to Joey Vannucchi of From Indian Lakes in this first episode of 'We Built This House' as we explore the evolution and ethos behind From Indian Lakes since 2009.
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Explore M Vaughan's journey from Berlin to Lisbon, and his evolution from dance music to a unique blend of electronic and singer-songwriter styles.
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Bay area artist Bobbing (Robert Ross) blends indie, electronica, and mathy rock in his eclectic sound. His 2023 album 'Year of the Newt' showcases his unique ability to craft experimental yet accessible music.
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Dive into Brutus VIII's latest record 'Pure Glottny', a raw and confrontational exploration of love's darker corners.
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Eric Howden joins us to talk about the ethereal world of his solo project- Raised by Swans.
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Join us for a conversation with Ratboys about their latest album 'The Window' and their evolution as a band.
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Woo! Jump into Oso Oso's world as we play through Sore Thumb and chat with Jade Lilitri.
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Cyborgs deserve love, join us as we 'Follow the Cyborg' with Margaret Dewey Sohn, the creator.
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Join us for a conversation with Dylan of Bedbug about their 2024 album 'pack your bags the sun is growing' - a perfectly unperfect DIY sound with lyrics that read like poetry.
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Join us for a conversation with Danny Bateman of Frog about their 2023 album 'GROG' - one of our favorite releases of the year. A fun and enjoyable chat with the artist himself.
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Tap in and join us for an lovely conversation with Crosslegged about her musical journey and creative process.
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Explore the world of Racing Mountain Pleasent (previously Kingfisher), while gripping your fists.
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A once-in-a-lifetime musician, Lutalo joins us to talk about his musical influences and identity.
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Join us for a conversation with Windsor musician, Roye Trout.
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Catching up with Cootie Catcher after their Toronto show!
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Old friends, new music. Discover Cake Function (throwback to the Boy Friend Interview) as we discuss their lastest record.
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Canadian math rock/emo legends! David joins us to talk about everything inbetween.
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Ever since finding Sunnsetter, I've held the music close to my heart. Join us as we chat with Andrew about their process.
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Talking about their album, being back in a "white" room, and more with Poolblood.
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Join us for a conversation with Cedric Noel about his musical journey.
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London-based musician, Tyler Jafelice joins us to talk about his EP!
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Live in the studio with No Joy, ahead of their preformace at the Meteor (Windsor).
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Join us for an in-depth conversation with Chris Walla, the producer behind the beloved album from Carissa's Wierd.
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Chatting with Jay in the studio before their Windsor show at the Meteor.
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Being seen as a represtation of Indeginous voices in Canada is complicated, Status Non Status joins us to talk about it.
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Discover the gentle sounds and stories in this intimate interview.
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Join us for a special NXNE Festival interview with Mighloe.
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Explore the music of Frankie Flowers in this NXNE Festival special.
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Join us for a conversation with Sydney Riley at NXNE Festival.
shut up and play the episodeGetting into it with a live CJAM session from Kicksie.
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Experience poetry and music at John Muir Library's Monday Night Live.
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Join us for an intimate conversation with Picastro.
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John Cohen Ex. visits the station for this special live studio session.
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Join us for an engaging conversation with Bilal Naseer.
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John Van Deusen never steers away from hard conversations, and we get to hear about it in this intimate conversation.
shut up and play the episodeWe named our show after one of their albums. Absent Sounds. That should tell you something about how much this music matters to us.
But I haven't listened to From Indian Lakes in maybe two years. Not on purpose—it just stopped being what I reached for. The algorithm never suggested it. It fell out of rotation.
Then we did the episode. The five-year anniversary. And I had to sit with Able Bodies again, had to really listen, prepare questions, think about what Joey Vannucchi was doing with space and delay and voice.
Here's what I'd forgotten: how patient these songs are. How they don't rush. "Sleeping Limbs" takes almost a minute to even start. When the drums finally come in, you've been waiting long enough that it feels like relief.
I think I needed music to be faster for a while. More immediate. Emo with sharper edges. But sitting with FIL again reminded me that there's a different kind of intensity in slowness, in letting things build until they're undeniable.
I've been playing Able Bodies every night this week. It's like visiting an old house. The rooms are the same but you're different. You notice different things. The light comes in at different angles.
I'm glad we named the show after them. I'm glad we came back.
There's something sacred about the first time you hear an album that will become important to you. You don't know it yet, but it's happening.
I remember where I was the first time I heard Women's self-titled. In a basement apartment in Windsor. Winter. The heat wasn't working. I was under three blankets with headphones on.
"Black Rice" came on and I remember thinking: this sounds like it's playing in another room. Like I'm hearing it through a wall. And that felt right somehow. Like the distance was the point.
Now when I listen to that album, I can't separate it from that apartment, that winter, that specific loneliness. The music absorbed all of it. Or maybe I projected all of it onto the music. Either way, they're inseparable now.
That's what first listens do. They mark time. They become coordinates. Years later you hear a song and suddenly you're 21 again, freezing in a basement, discovering something that will matter more than you can possibly know in that moment.
Certain albums become inseparable from the places we were when we first heard them. The music becomes a map. A way back.
I can't listen to Cap'n Jazz without thinking about driving through Ohio at 2am with my sister. Can't hear Adrianne Lenker without remembering that cabin in November. Can't play Algernon Cadwallader without being 19 again, in someone's living room, realizing that music could do this—could make you feel understood.
Sometimes I wonder if I even like the music itself or if I just like what it reminds me of. But I think that's a false distinction. The music IS the memory. They're the same thing now.
When I'm homesick—not for a place but for a time, for a version of myself I used to be—I put on the albums that were there. And for three minutes, or thirty, I get to go back.






